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2010-03-18T19:30:00.002+08:00

CLAP CLAP CLAP!!!

yes people clap!

i am finally updating for what seems like years but its only months..

aniwaez...

school holiday..

nt sure wt to do arnd these days..

so.. i have been dying to get those dr dre beatz headphones.. have u heard bout them?? they are the coolest headphones i have seen.. cooler than those rock candy ones..

2009-10-02T16:49:00.002+08:00

Heartbreaker eng vers.

its nice! listen to it!

# LYRICS:

A yo! finally! Is this what youve been waiting for?
brand new J.D! I'm all by myself
your my heartbreaker DJ. Its still me
Let me take this solo

I won't give in to this no matter what, Still theres a part of me beating inside
You are the one whos been breaking me down, dead dreams, lost heart
If it's for you, my body will fly now, will rush to be by your side now
However when I come around you say goodbye now

And why is it that you, dont even want me now
You tell me that your fine but I look in your eyes and they give you away.
But even if I give you one more chance tonight
I Hate the way you stare at me those eyes could start a fight

CHORUS
*No no
your my heart heart heart heart heart breaker
It felt so right What did I do wrong
Your my heart heart heart heart heart breaker
No way no way

Hey Girl, I said that we are thru, Yes Im really leaving you
To see if you can live without me

Cant you cant you cant you see, this is not how it should be
Your My heart's tragedy no way

Its all the same every day, telling me that ive changed
But you just better shut your mouth
Until you know what your talking about girl
And Now I'm out of control, I hate to be all alone
However when I come around you say goodbye now

And why is it that you, dont even want me now
You tell me that your fine but I look in your eyes and they give you away.
But even if I give you one more chance tonight
I Hate the way you stare at me those eyes could start a fight

I'll still still be there (you never pick up your phone)
I'll still still be there (youre leavin me all alone)
But you dont even care (that we are nothing now but )
I will still be there

Lets work it out girl,its been so long
We used to, we used to be so strong
Why dont you care when its plain to see
Hey! Your heart is all I need

Your my heart heart heart breaker breaker
Your my heart heart heart breaker breaker
H.e.a.r.t. breaker no way
Im Out.

2009-10-01T18:35:00.002+08:00

ok... im updating nw..

im soo freaking lazy nowadays...

soo...

don blame me..

haha.

aniwaez..

todae was the start of E.O.Y..

eng paper..

mmm..

nt so hard..

bt nt tt totally easy either..

cn manage,.,

niwaez,...

nw..

i am officially confused and clueless..

i have no idea hu to choose..

urgh!

i feel lyke pulling my hair out!!

argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HELP!!!!!

Bye~

2009-09-14T19:46:00.002+08:00

ok.ok..
im finaalllyyy updating for the how many weeks i dunno,,
k?

so niwaez..
todae at skewl..
wah..
so sian..
tot gt test!
wah!!! luckily no test! argh! P.O.A!!
guess todae was not a bad day after all..
soooo... to the end of the day,
had to stayback for awhile for project..
over there..
i felt like i was in the middle of crazy, crazy hyenas!
To Athirah: Ti, take pictures of the kinder bueno and cherish it!
haha! keep it in a container and make sure it doesnt melt!!
lol!

kk...
i feel so lazy to update summore..
bye~

2009-08-25T17:27:00.000+08:00

Hey!!

ok..
i think blog is being a *****....

i dnno wt happened to it!
omg!
and so is Hotmail!!
urgh!!!!
and facebook!!
wtf????

kk...

im not gonna let this be a trouble and continue posting!

ok..
sooo..
todae..
finally had the maths test paper bck..
and....
super freaking effing happy!!!
even though i didn pass my "a" maths..
but only by three marks..
I'm still effingly happy!!
Im not gonna boast bout it k guys??
haha!

soo...
todae is lyke the 4th day?
of fasting..
and im soooooo....tired..
and im freaking pissed bout my lips!
urgh!
hope it doesnt stay tis way till hari raya..
i mean..
urgh..
hu wuld want a split opened lips??

its recovering right now..
every night i put ice on it..
and its effing cold with my air-conditioner!
ahhh!!

Ouh..
last bt not least.
finally the big ONE FIVE!!
yaya!!

kk..
nth much more to sae..
toodles!!

2009-08-22T16:02:00.000+08:00

2009-08-21T15:32:00.002+08:00

ok..ok people!

i am updating!
sori for my "fans" hu have been reading and seein me nt updatin..
sori sori sori sori..
( im actually doin the super junior dance..)
haha!

I juz wan to sae thnx ue to those ppl hu wished me an advanced
happy b'dae..
thnx ue!
really appreciate it!

and tto those hu thinks im an emo..
u r so wrong..
wts wrong wif listening to screamo music??
juz bcoz i listen to these type of songs.. doesn't mean im emo..
ok??
if u listen to child songs..
does tt make u an immature being as well??
haha!
jkjk,.,
no offense..

niwaez..
gtg..
buhbyez!~

2009-08-10T12:27:00.003+08:00

heylow!

happy belated national day to all u peeps out there!

i hve to sae.. tt yesterdaes show was quite boring..
no offense..
bt the fireworks were the best.
haha!

unfortunetely i was in malaysia from 10 to 7..
bt..
i am verii hapii!!
when i went hm..
there was a surprise waitin!
wt is it u ask?

an early b'dae present frm mummy!!!!
thnx ue mummy!!!

wan to noe wat is it?

she bought me a high-cut, all black converse shoe!!!!!!

argh!!!!
goin crazy over tt shoe!!!!!!!!!!!

ok... its nt the same.. but imagine the lace, rubber soles and converse logo being black..
and u hve my $189.90 shoe!

2009-08-07T20:58:00.002+08:00

i dunno why im cryin rite now..

if u sae ure sori..
den y did u juz hve to do the same thing to me again?

u saed lets get back together..
i sae yeah watever..
we did..
we talked..
laughed..
hung out..

bt u noe wt...

i think ure better of wif the other...
hw u call her name by mistake when u wanted to call me...
hw u talked to her..
hw u had fun wif her..
is juz....
juz..
so frustratin to see..

u saed sori..
bt u did the same thing to me again..
u tell me tt u want us to be together again..
but u still....
still do the same thing to me...

if it is all becoz of me nt replyin to ur msgs..
im sori.
i hve work to do...
im bz all the tyme..
and u hve no idea wt the hell is happenin
to my family right nw..
u onli noe the base of the story...

but i was gladly mistaken by ur apology..

im juz extra baggage..

2009-08-07T20:26:00.003+08:00

Hey!

Sorri didn update.. was kinda lazy.. Zzzz...

niwaez.. todae had national day celeb. at school..
so...
kinda boring..
no offense.

but sm parts were funni as hell!
haha!
kk...
well..
nth much to sae at the least..

its nice to have some laughs..
rather den to sulk at home..

urgh.. home..
cnt even think bout it..
kinda fuckin mad bout sth..
but i will not reveal to u guys!

muahaha!

onli sm ppl noe..
hehe!

so...
preety much an ok day..
went to NP after skewl..
met mom..
den sis..
den walk2..
went to popular to buy new books.

onli bought new book twodays ago and i want more!

bought " Diary of a Wimpy kid" !
haha!
bought 3 of them..
the book i tell ue is fucking funny!

so..
went home..

at home..
didn expect sth to happen...
sis gt an hour of lecture frm mum..
bcoz of sth// i cnt tell..
u see..
fucking depressed again!
urgh!!!

hve to get those things out of my effin mind!

kk..
nth much more to rite..
bye~

2009-07-30T18:08:00.003+08:00

Hello!!

hahax!

kk..

i was browsing through the internet looking for new stuffs.. u noe..
like new music, video or wat ever..

den..
i came across this link of something related to a story..
i read the story.. so on so forth..
den came up pictures of the characters..

saw this one veri veri hott guy called Alex Meraz..
soo...
no work.. googled on him..
found out that he is in a new upcoming movie!
guess wat?
he will be a cast in NEW MOON!!

* if anyone has read the book, he will be playing one of Jacob's friend. Name: Paul *

so kinda got freaked out!
Went to some IMDB website..
saw NEW MOON pics!!
argh!!
nearly jumping out of my seat!

sooo....
i'll show u guys some of the pics i saw and maybe someone * Roz ;] * will like it!

First, i'll show u a pic of Jacob in the movie!

Now, a pic of Edward

And the new guy!
ALEX MERAZ!
or should i say Paul!

Couldnt find a pic of him in new moon..

there is however a poster of him and the werewolf pack..
bt i dn noe if i wan to post it.
if u guys wan it, tag me.!

2009-07-28T14:43:00.003+08:00

hey heys!

ok.. so todae..
nth much happened..
had math, mt, english ..
the usual..

fasting todae..
and sooooooooooooooooooooo weak..
haix..
need to sleep...
!!!!!!!!!!

tired...................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

my bed is calling me....
bye~

2009-07-27T15:00:00.003+08:00

Hey hey!
:]

todae had p.e as per normal..
and todae was the worst dae ever!!
urgh!!

in the morning hd to hurry for school cos woke up late..
den in school..realize forget to bring themomether..
went dwn..
gt nagging by teachers..

ff>> to P.E

played floorball..
had to learn how to dribble..
den after tt all of us [including boys] played randomly!
just smashing the ball when we see one.. and the cones were affected as well!
haha!
kk..
den one of the boys [ dn wan to sae hu ] wanted to pass me the ball..
he shoot soooooooooooo freaking hard and I [ being the stupid one ]
stopped it wif my feet!
and nw i have a throbbing leg..
after tt..
we had to pack up..
keep all the sticks and balls and stuff..
den ..
one of the other class's guy [ dn wan sae hu ] wanted to be a smart alex and
threw the ball into the basket..
But...
instead..
being the stupid person i am..
i was infront of the basket and the ball accidentally hit my feet!
and nw..
i have a ball shaped bruise on my leg!

wt a wonderful day..[note sarcasm]

after skewl..
went home wif Faz..
buy BBT..
den HomeSweetHome!!

kk...
gt to do hw..

p.s..
dn ask y i put the pic..
i juz find dougie poynter hott!
hu is he u ask..
he is the one [obviously] below!
and the middle one at the top!

2009-07-23T21:47:00.002+08:00

ok...

so todae..
went out with Roz, Mas, Zu and Ti.
watched " The Haunting in Connecticut "
ok.lah.. nt soo scary.
They were like screaming their heads off when the "thing" keeps appearing!
bt nt so loud since it IS in public.
I was laughing my ass off whenevr dei did tt!
haha!!
sori guys!
cnt help it!

ok..
so went home bout 7+..
ate and did nth..
haixx..
a preety boring day at school bt fun dae after!
haha!

2009-07-21T19:32:00.002+08:00

Todae..
Can be called like the best!

haha!
well..
nth actually happened..
juz per normal..

i am juz so effing bored..

Physics test tml..
dn noe if n pass..
bt..
study study study!
must pass!!

well..
nth much to sae..
juz feel lyke making my blog alive again..
since TWO people already complain..
u noe hu u r..

haha!
and also a complain bout my fonts!
haha!
kk..
i will change the fonts and update..
for my "fans"
haha!

kk..
BYE!

~amelina~

2009-07-08T10:46:00.002+08:00

Hey heyss!!

Haix..
So bored..
The one day that i decided to go to school..

Gt sent bck hm today..
I am sooooo... behind time alreadii!!
argh!!!!
If tml i nvr go school..
means that I onli go to school for one day??!!
WT THE F***!!

OkOK...
calm down calm down..
I mean .. Its that Bad that I have to go home todae..
when nothing is at home and no one is at home..
haixx..
so sad..
even had to go home myself..

kk..
gtg..
drowsy alreadii..
Bye~

2009-07-02T15:36:00.002+08:00

hey..

OMG!!!
I FREAKIN HATE THAT TEACHER!!!!!!!!
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I seriously hate her..
urgh!!!!!

how cn she be lyke so fuckin rude..
i feel lyke slapping that big face of urs..
urgh..
im so stressed..
haixx....

Im sori im expressin my anger here..
i m juz so sick of tt damn teacher..
even if it is her first day wif us..
i still fuckin hate her!!!

i soooooo regret nw..
i wan my old teacher back!!!

2009-06-29T15:11:00.002+08:00

Yeos!

First day of school was todae..
soo...
wth..
came to school..
met friends..
did same old thing..

Gt new form teacher,,
Wtf..
haixx..
niwaez..
gt new POA and english teacher too!
on the bright side.
time table changed..
bt nt soo hapii bout it..
I mean.. Last tyme it used to be onli one day of havin two maths lesson..
Nw.. theres two daez!!
ARGH!

*calm down calm down*
hoo...
niwaez..
todae was a blast!
had the AYG thing in school!
soo..yeah..
other den tt it was ok.
had one period free tdy..
so.. nth to do..
fcking comp is giving probs again..
gettin new Tv, Fridge and Home theatre!
yay!!!

kks...
gtg..
A maths hw is waitin for me!
byez!~

2009-06-23T09:16:00.002+08:00

Yeos!

yesssssssss!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Finally gt the book!
woohoo!!
Gt the book yesterday and I am soooooooooo hapii!!

Want to noe the tittle?
its called "The Host".
By Stephenie Meyer.. The author of Twilight, New Moon etc.
Wahhhh.... Soo Hapii!!
Argh!!
Punggol Plaza..
Damn far...
Bt wt the heck! haha!
yes!! I finally gt my hands on the book!

2009-06-22T09:28:00.002+08:00

YEOS!

k.k..
im bored to the max..

someone msg me at 12 in the morning..
mind you it was 12AM!!
urgh..
niwaez..
woke up..
looked at the msg and almost screamed!
ah!!

" Log on to www.channelnewsasia.com/singapore for extension of holidaez! "

quickly turned on comp and voted.
haha!
lame kan?
haix..

its lyke 9.30 in the morning nw and i am freaking bored..
nth to do except stare at the comp and do hw..
HOPEFULLY the government will extend our holidaes!
ARGH!!

2009-06-21T13:08:00.003+08:00

Yeos!

ok.ok...
2dae is gonna be an effing boring dae,,
y?
bcoz apparently todae is fathers dae..

y am i not happy?
becoz i havent talked to my dad for almost a week..
y?
bcoz i gt my ears pierced..
isnt that stupid?
haixx..
i guess he will never understand me..

niwaez..
been bz bz bz lately..
juz finishin my holz hw..
still gt tt dare to dream essay..
haixx..
wt to write..

2009-06-15T08:59:00.002+08:00

YEOS!!!

yes ppl!
IM BACK!!!!!!!!!

WOOHOO!!!!!!!!!!

sori haven't been updating..
was... urm.. "busy"
[onli some noes y]
muahaha!
dnt wan to spread all around..

niwaez..
going out todae to tampines..
promised someone tt will be online at 8 but tt person i guess havent
wake up yet.
hu noes..
haix..

kk...
holidaez is such a drag....
nth much to do lately..

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2009-06-01T15:24:00.002+08:00

BOO!

yay!
HOLIDAEZ R OFFICIALLY HERE!!!!!!!!!

i'm so hapii..
dunno y..

bought the new Green Day album yesterday!
yay!!

Gt a humungous poster of it as well!
haah!

finally gt my hands on it..
Dn think will be posting quite alot.
Gt to do revising since SOMEONE almost failed his /HER mye..
hahax...

kks..
gtg..
byez!

2009-05-29T14:58:00.002+08:00

BOO!

haha!
kk...
honestly I am so super duper damn hapii!
AH!!!

2dae will be considered the best dae evs!

finally tok to her..
and the best thing was.
we decided to be lyke last tyme! yay!

had sports carnival 2dae..
haixx..
so sad.. didn manage to play coz onli gt better frm damn flu..

On the bright side....
our class won first for touch rugby and for overall marks!
yay!!

haixx..
kk..
gtg..
so bored..
dunno wt to do..
Byes!

2009-05-27T16:08:00.004+08:00

heys..

aniwaez..

todae did the things as usual.
go to school..
do work..
get pissed..
and get pissed again..
and again and again..
until BOOM!!
EXPLODE!

hahax..
no.. tt didn't happen..
juz dramatic excuse.
lolz./

niwaez..
juz doing normal stuff right now..
still waiting for a reply..
haixxx..

never will hear the end of it..

2009-05-25T17:49:00.002+08:00

hey heys!

urgh.. kinda bored right now...
my hands are freaking sore!!!!!!!
ARGH!!!

damn that teacher man...

haix...

still havent finish with my story.. Has anyone heard of Quizilla?

Its a very good website. you can poast quizzes.. Stories.. Poems.. Lyrics.
all sorts of stuffz.

I have been doing a story there and even though my hands are numb.. I'm still gonna continue writing my story

well..
so bored..

nth much more to post.

BYE~

2009-05-21T15:01:00.003+08:00

sorii for juz nows post..
juz so damn angry sei..
hw cn Kris Allen win?
ADAM shud win..
haixx.....

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kk...
niwaez..
2dae..
we had a workshop..
bot emotions stuff?
idk..

first activity..
we had to poke a stick through a balloon wifout bursting it.
verii funni!!
especially pravesh grp!
he finally poke in the hole..
everione clap..
den...
BOOM!!!
th balloon pop!!
haha!!!!
laughing my head off!!!

second activity..
had to do sth wif an egg..
so t when we drop it frm a high level..
IT WONT CRACK!!

Our grp did the smallest pack amongst everione..
we tot the thing was gonna crack or break for sure..
azura did most (all) the wrapping..
mas and i did straw den athirah and roz...
idk wt dey did.
HEHE..
den after one by one go..
our turn was up..
verii scared!
den finally it happened!!
quickly go and take the egg and unwrap it!!
azura was the first one to unwrap it..
bt she was soooo nervous her hand was like gonna crush the egg!!
den i tok over..
then the class and the counsellors cme to our table to see wt happened
to our egg..
at first we tot the egg was cracked bcoz there were sme liquid on sme of the newspaper.
slowly slowly the newspaper were unwrapped..
then..
the last newspaper..
verii verii scared..
den we opened it up.............................................

the egg didn crack!!!!!!!
or even had a scratch!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
verii happy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-05-21T14:59:00.002+08:00

#$@*^%#(&*%^@)&)_#_(@^&*)*%&#^@@#$$&%^!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

siallah!!! u all gt no taste!!!

ADAM SHUD WIN!!!!

2009-05-18T12:44:00.002+08:00

*claps claps*

yes ppl..
im back!!!

omg..
lyke finally my MYE's are officially OVER!
WOO!!!!

honestly..
gt nth much to write..

juz so damn hapii tt mye is over!
POA and A maths is super duper damn easy!

NOT!!!

2009-05-06T14:44:00.002+08:00

supp!

yup yup!
i sound hapii 2dae i dn noe y..
haha!
lol..

kk...
juz came bck hm..
want to go out to revise latr..
hmm...
dunno if cn concentrate..
hahax!

urgh...
tml is ENG M.Y.E!!!
dn noe whether cn pass tt paper or nt..
haixx...
scared scared...
f***!!
i falied my physics..
AGAIN!!!
argh!!!
cnt take it..
so damn stressed out...
'specially Combined humanities..
haixx..
bt still hve to do it no matter wt..

kk...
nth much more to write..
gt loads of revision to do..
byes!

2009-05-05T16:06:00.002+08:00

heys..

2dae at skewl was o.k..
stayed bck to do 'A' maths remedial...

went bck hm alone..
wlked to the gate wif Roz..
den sth happened..

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under the block..
i saw u...
u and ur friends..
dn u wan them to noe bout me?
am i nt precious to u lyke hw u always sae to me??
i hve feelings as well...
im nt gonna not do anitink..
i'll do sth..
juz bcoz i noe u...
u dn hve to do tt..
i guess the answer is "NO!!!!"

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a tip for those ppl hu is lyke tt "smone":

if u love ur special her/him..
pls stand up for her/him..
dn let ur friends be the judge of ur feelings..
juz bcoz they sae sth bad about her/him u listen to them and do the same..
stnd up and protect her/him...

tell them tt u love her/him...
dn let u butt be heavy and dont do anitink juz bcoz ure scared
ur frenz do sth bad to u..
if u truly love her/him..
pls do ur best to protect her/him..

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dnt judge ppl...
juz bcoz i carry alot of books..
dsnt mean im smart...
cmon..
hu in the world came up wif the idea tt u cnt
be wif smone smarter den u..
especially if tt person is studying a few more subjects den u..
hm???

2009-05-02T13:19:00.002+08:00

supppp!

kk...
todae..
went fer mendaki as usal..
gt test results bck!
OMG!!!
argh!!
so angrii wif my maths mark..
nt gonna tell hw much i gt..
=.=...

on the bright side...
i gt highest in english in my class..
sooo...
tts gd ryte?

yay!!
no mendaki nxt week!
hapii hapii!!!!

cnt believe there's onli a few more daes to mid year...
GD LUCK EVERIBODII!!!!!

2009-04-29T16:47:00.002+08:00

supp!!

kk...
todae was an o.k dae fer me...
xcept for the fact tt we had to change places todae!
argh!!

honestly...
i tot i was gonna sit wif another person ths comin semester..
bt..
ITS THE SAME PERSON!!
urgh...
manii ppl sae we're lucky...
jyeah ryte...
its the same ppl bt diff position tis tyme...
haix...
lyked the OLD place better!!!
ARGH!!!

*calm down calm down*
hooo....
well..
ppl sae will adapt to the place..
we'll see...
hmph....
tmr will be the last dae of the school week!
yay!

kk....
nth much more to sae..
bye!

2009-04-28T17:46:00.002+08:00

suuupppp!

hohos...
did sth yesterdae at northpoint..
i think ppl r starin at me evr since..
hahax..
i cnt believe tt i became wild all of a sudden..
huhs...

niwaez..
2dae stayed bck at skewl to do stupid P.O.A...
den went hm alone...
dennn....
HHHHHHHAAAAA!!!!!
saw 'smone'..
bt ignored tt smone..
hehex..
tt 'smone' was wif frends...
hoho..
tts y...

seriously...
when am i gonna stop doin tis...
im seriously gettin wild..
i mean..
splashing ppls face wif water and shouting vulgarities at them IN PUBLIC!!
sittin at Mac's and scolding vulgarities to a stuck up BIATCH...
pointin middle finger at all her friends..
and end it wif a big "_/_ fuck u ****"

omg...
i need help..
im gettin wild...
wild i tell u!!
argh!!!!
cnt stop tis stupid habit...
parents r gettin more cautious wif me...
haixx...

gtg...
homework...
bye....

2009-04-25T21:51:00.002+08:00

supppppp.....

gt tuition test todae..
ok ok lah..
nt so bad..
hope i passed!

nth much relii happened todae..
finished wif 'a' maths hw...
nth much to do..
haixx...

ok..
nth more to ryte..
gdnyte! :)

2009-04-24T14:15:00.005+08:00

HE ROCKS MY SOCKS!!!

SUPPPPPPPP PPL!!!!

arh!!!
2dae almost late to skewl!!
damn!
luckily wasnt...
i tot tt once i sat dwn at the hall...the ferst thing i wuld hear wuld be..
"y u cm late?"
"i tot u nvr cm skewl sia"
etc.etc...
bt no..
infact..
this..
"eh ***p*.. i saw one girl look exactly lyke u at the bus juz now.. the face, the height everythin same.. but she verii minah.."
=.='''
yeah..
u might noe hu u r..
haha!

haizz...
new mly teachr again??
miss faizah..
haha!
roz!
ur sis!
hehe!
lol....

durin assembly was the worst!!!
the principal asked the class to sing during singin session!!
omo!!!
noo!!!!!!
thnx to tt SMONE hu wished to sing on stage last fridae bt freaked out todae =.='''
no choice bt to juz sing..
nt on stage..
bt juz sing verii loudly...
lol./...

ppl....
my tag board is dying olreadii!
do sth!!
arh!!!
entertain me..
im bored!

damn...
too much hw..
gtg...

2009-04-23T18:37:00.003+08:00

heys!

well... 2dae..
NAPFA TEST!!!
MR YAZID IS BACK !!!!
ARGH!!!!
relii tired sei..
haixx..
sleepii..
zzzzzzz......

nth much happened..
ok ok dae lah todae..
gettin redii for napfa..
Roz laughin her guts out bcoz of me..
did sth relii unexpected at the toilet todae!
hahax!
onli sm ppl noe y i dn wn to do shuttle run..
nt bcoz im scared i fail!
ofcourse nt..
hahax!

haixx...
finally found out the name of the "mystery guy"
haah!
roz..
jngn marah eh?
hehe!

ok...
soooooooooooo much hw to do..
yet soooooooooooo little time..
gtg peeps!
bye!

2009-04-18T21:33:00.005+08:00

ya!

hahax!
ok.ok..
todae woke up super duperdamn early..
urgh..
stupid alarm clck..
mummy woke me up.. bt..
the alarm havent rang!
argh!
so ******* fed up sia..
coz..
whenevr i wake up..
i cn nvr go bck to sleep...
unless im super duper damn ******g tired..
hahax!

den..
need to go speech dae..
msg Roz..
msg msg...
wait wait..
walk walk..
sit sit..
chat chat..
HAHAX!
nth relii happend..
bt..
honestly..
the concert was a little bit boring..
hahas...
i mean..
i was yawnin bout a few tymes alreadi!!
it cant be tt borin ryte?
haix...

then finally the END!
urgh!
lyke finally!!
went out..
gt the refreshments..
went hm alone..
listened to Endless Love - Danny Gokey OTW hm..
den at hm..
continued wif my Korean drama..
Boys Over Flowers..
its lyke so damn........GOOD!!!!
also known as Kkotboda Namja!
its played by three countries now..
Korea;Japan;Taiwan
all hve different tittles..
bt plot is the same..
shuld watch it..
relii gd!

ok...
so...
finished doing HW..
nth elese to do...
went out wif sis to grandma hse..
went to teach cuz math;english..
nvr helped wif Mother T..
im veri bad at it..
so dn bthr askin me..
hahax!
niwaez..
den aunts cm dwn..
gossip gossip bout ppl..
den me and cuz played the piano at grandma hse..
its brand was YAMAHA u noe..
so good...
den.. i found out one of my aunt was also sick!
hahax!
i think a virus is spreading..
hmm...
kk..

Yesterdae was the official *grand opening*..
guys and girls frm my class shuld noe wt tt means..=.=''
so ****i** mad!!
argh!
u better delete tt picture!
im gonna get into major trouble!
haix..
CDP period was the best..
sang our hearts out at class!
hahax!
those guys in my class hu sang the *Top Of The World* song was soo funii!!
den bell ring..
went hm...
*terserempak wif smone*
alamak ...
tt person..
cn _/_ off sial...
seriously..
i feel lyke slapping ur bloody ass face...
u dare show me ur face again..
i will show u one big

_/_

ask for forgiveness??
my ass lah sei!
u think u cn show ur face to me again?
tke u in again?
fuck u lah...
fuck her also..
u and tt GF of urs cn FUCK OFF!!
u xpect me to forgive u wen u bring tt bitch wif u?
ASS LAH SEI!!

2009-04-15T14:46:00.002+08:00

hey

well..todae..
sth relii unexpected happend..
well...u noe..
haix..
im nt a sucker for sympathy..

aniwaez..
todae at class..
sth happened!
omg..
tell u wat happened..

Mrs.Ho (Eng Teacher) was teachin the class..
blah blah..
bout cloze passage..
raining quite heavily this time..
den suddenly..
BOOM!!!!! or..CRASH!!!!!!
The class clock fell...
shattered the glass into pieces..
the class suddenly gt energetic..
saed tt tis was bad karma..
smone saed..
fengshui in class veri bad!
haha!!
the clock was ok.. it was workin..
onli after recess...
it "passed-on"..
hahax!

wow..
tell u..
todae was such a bad dae..
walking bck hm..
suddenly..
gt bird fly over me..
tt thing was onli a few metres above me..
Wah!
my heart beat so fast !!
hahax!

kk....
tts all for nw..
bye!

2009-04-13T17:29:00.003+08:00

heys.

as usual.. nth much happened..
juz stayed bck wif Roz..
lyke normal..
hahax..

so damn tired..
didn sleep fer two whole daes..
don noe y.
haizz...
zzzzzzzzzz.....
soooooo...tired....

niwaez..
todae..
Roz..veri hyper arh..
hahax!
saw u-noe-hu again kan?
hahax!
gave her the song Mad World sang by Adam Lambert..
i noe..
bought it on itunes!
hahax!
she went hyper and high at thee same time..
until she put her legs on the piano chair..
wanna see??

shes listenin to the song durin this pic BTW.. hahax!
pose..pose!
not lookin hyper..
hahax!

2009-04-10T20:25:00.001+08:00

nth much happened....

in no particular mood to do anything..

urgh... my mind is juz goin crazy tis few daes..

might even crack one of these daes..

2009-04-09T14:55:00.003+08:00

hey!

omg..
american idol..
Scott is out..
omg..
so sad..
haix..
bt..
it has to go on..

yesterdae..
was lookin forward to American Idol..
didn noe y..
ADAM!
ARGH!!!!
the song he sang was super duper damn good!!!!!
as well as his voice!!!!

2009-04-07T14:25:00.004+08:00

heylow!!

omg..
todae during P.E..
did inclined pull up..
it was o.k...
nth much to complain about..
even P.O.A semed.....enjoyable(?)

ok..
so..
on sunday..
or was it saturdae?
i dunno..
it was raining preety very heavily ryte?
so i went out..
and i saw sth tt was super duper cute!!!!

yes.. it was raininng!!
hahax!!

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ok... sooo...
finally finished the twilight series!
wan see??

If u see clearly......
i have TWO twilight books :P

2009-04-04T08:36:00.002+08:00

HEYS!

gonna juz sae wt happened yesterdae k?
in a rush to go school..
hahax!
will post wt happen todae..
latr.

Yesterdae at skewl was so hilarious!!!
durin mornin assembly..
had to sing this malay song..
called..
...........
i oso nt sure wt the tittle called..:P
haahx!
hiwaez..
form teacher didn cm skewl..
hohos...
durin CDP was the funniest thing ever!
been awhile since laughed tt hard!
haha!

we were so bored wif the relief teacher..
den we discuss bout sth..
den suddenly..
the guy beside me saed..
"dnt u think the malay teacher looks like the KFC guy??"
haha!!!
we all laugh!
i saed tt was soooo bad!
bt..
honestly..
he does look like the KFC guy!

then after tt..
we started to make KENTUCKY JOKES!!
HAHAHAAH!!!!
laughed so hard!!
at class..
stomach was soooo in pain and was dying to toilet!
den he saed he wan make time table for jokes..
like..
on mondae nxt week we tok bout mcdonald!
the funniest joke was this..
"Kentucky....go to war! ARGH!!!!! MASH.........POTATOES!!!!!
CHEESE.........FRIES!!!!!! ZINGER!!!!!!!!"
haha!!
mash potatoes...
hu....
my stomach so in pain..
kk..
tts all
gtg mendaki!
bye all!!

2009-04-02T17:02:00.003+08:00

Hey hEy!

decided to make the fonts biggerr...
cos..
"smone" dn lyke it.
hehe!

ok ok..
2dae went to skewl as per normal..
and...
first period english!
tnk god!
haha!
then omo...
'A' Maths!
argh!!
learned a new chapter..
its.........
understadable.
yup..
understandable..
hehe!!

then after tt..
MT..
well..
usually during MT i wuld expect an empty class..
which i did..
and saw sth verii verii cute!
look at the pic!!

cute isnt it?!
they were both sleeping so soundly for one period!
and the best part is..
they were bth sleeping at the exact same position!
haha!

well...
den i tot..
they bth gt enough sleep...
then durin recess they duduk one corner and sleep!

hax!
k..
tts all for nw..

2009-04-01T20:00:00.004+08:00

OMG!!
i discovered sth on youtube..

P.S:
FOR ALL SEC 2 NA AND NT IN 2008 TO WATCH!
last years Chanbara Activity in Yishun Sports Hall!!

2009-04-01T18:54:00.002+08:00

heys!

ben a while since updared..
hehe!
sorii...

niwaez..
todae..
was juz a typical wednesdae fer me..
nth much..
hahax!

APRIL FOOLS IS TODAE!
made a joke to smone..
and..
ended up..
being badly beaten up..=.=''
hahax!

AH!!
tml is thursdae..
i hate thursdaes!!
urgh!
POA!!
aRGH!!!!
relii relii hate it man..
hw i wish i didn go skewl everi thurs..
haixx...
everi lesson..
we were supposed to be released at 2..
and ended up goin hm arnd 3+..=.=...
hate it!!!!
AGH!!!!

niwaez..
relii wan buy tt stupid skinnies and the bermudas!
arh!!
AND TT VEST!!
agh!
need MONEY!
ASAP!!

2009-03-27T16:39:00.002+08:00

hey heys!

2dae was so called my best dae..
haixx...
bt onli for a few hours..
then came the sexuality education talk!!
arh!
disgusting..
bt..
i AM mature enough nt to act out the things..
mind u..
hahax..

omg..
2dae was such a f*****g tired dae..
went hm..
straightaway go out wif sis to pay the bills..
im nt sure wt my phone bill was..
hahax!
i didn even managed to look at it..
hah!

niwaez... todae was an OK dae for me..
like FINALLY!!!
my IC!!
YES!!!
WOO!!!
haha!
gaing crazy over my IC..
hahax!
kk,,
nth much animore to sae..
toodles!!

2009-03-26T10:52:00.002+08:00

hey heys...

didn go skewl 2dae..
bcoz of supid leg..
urghs.
pain pain pain....
hahax..

nth to do..
xcept stay at hm..
do nth..

wonderin wt dey doin at class..
hahax!
lucky didn cm todae..
gt poa..a maths and e maths!
haha!

2009-03-23T20:27:00.002+08:00

i have to get tis off my chest..
its been bothering me for awhile..

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if sorii can make up all mistakes..
then y is there a need for laws..rules.. friends?

y iz it tt tis happens to me..
most of the tyme.....

y is there a need for me?..
if u have smbdy else tt cn be juz lyke me...
smone new.. lyke ur new friends?

smtymes..
when i walk wif u..
u dont noe..
but..
i feel left out..
u tok bout things tt i dont even noe about..
i pretend to understand..
coz..
i relii didn want to hurt ur feelings..
u dnt noe..
but..
i cry every night juz thinking bout wat will happen in the future..
i hve a feel of loneliness everytyme..
i dnt even noe wt to sae to u animore..
usually when we meet..
or walk together..
we wuld make a fuss out od things..
nw..
its juz..
blank..
its juz tt we haven found sm things in common animore..

im sorii that u have to see tis..
its juz been a bother to me..
im juz..
confused at the moment to comply all of tis and to save it in my head..
it juz hurts juz to think abt it..
i noe tt u will..u will hve to noe tis..

i hve to sae tis..
bt..
cn u see tis has been goin arnd quite long?
or was it tt u were juz to bz?..
or iz it juz tt u found tt hangin arnd a person lyke me..
is juz an embarresment to u..?

u noe..
u cn sae tis to me..
face to face..
juz noe tt i will be right behind u..
my rightful place..
i will be there when u fall..
bt..
must i be there when the incident happens?..
u pick..
tell me..

juz noe..
tt i will be there fer u..
juz nt at the side..
where its reserved for smone new..
lyke u saed..
*washing my hands*..

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2009-03-22T10:53:00.002+08:00

hey there....

sorii..
was nt myself juz nw..
niwaez..
lets go on wif lyfe..

2dae is pravesh birthdae!!
happy 15th birthdae!!!!!

woke up quite early todae..
dunno y..
tired lurhs..
*yawns*....

tml start skewl..
omo!!
i haven sign the report slips yet...
nvm..
tml go parliament hse..
11.30 release..
gd gd...

2dae nt sure wt to do..
xcept fer the stupid ovrdue think-tac-toe!!!
urgh!!!
she promised us last week..
bt updated onli todae?
or was it yesterdae...
urgh!!!!!!

so pissed...
todae gt sth on at my ahma hse...
so..
maebe i goin out..
bt...
wt bout the freakin social studies assignment??
hmm..
juz bring it sudah...
haha!
if onli i wuld do it..
lolz./

tts all fer nw..

bye!!

2009-03-22T10:50:00.002+08:00

F*** F*** F*** F*** !!!!

i am lyke..
so freakin pissed!!!

in the last few daes tt u cn update the stupid thing..
y nw???
THE LAST DAE OF THE HOLIDAE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

shit lah u asshole!!!!~

urgh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-03-19T19:09:00.003+08:00

dearest ________.......

cn u see tt wt we feared a few weeks ago is comin bck?
cn u see tt we ARE driftin apart?
can u c tt tis IS also my fault?

Im juz so sorii tt i haven been in contact wif u..
hve u read the book?
dn u cn understand..
wt im goin through lately..
and also..
sth unexpected happened on tuesdae afternoon...
u noe wt happened..

cn i make tis up?
u wanna go out?
maebe tis weekend or maebe tml?
or maebe sm othr tyme?

yeah u cn sae it..
i noe wt i am..
im juz a stupid selfish bitch..
hu is soo unaware of othrs arnd her..
tt cared for her..

and..
lastly..
i have to apologize for my behaviour last week fridae..
i was juz being a stupid bitch..

Urs TruLy...
ur STUPID SELFISH dongsaeng/magnae....

P.S...
hpe tt u will 4give me..
and..
hpe tt u msg me..
after u read tis...

2009-03-17T20:02:00.002+08:00

hey heys!!

its been a few daes since updating..
niwaez..

2dae..
Axura and Roz came 2 my hse to do the history thingy..
or was it SS??
=.=?
i oso dunno..
hehex!

nth much happened these two daes..
juz a normal boring holidae..
spent at hm..

tml..
gt mendaki!
argh!!
seriosly dn wan go..
bt..
hve to..
no choice..
maths hw yet to be finished..
so is skewl holidae hw..
haha..

hve u guyz finish urs?
or even started it?
dn be shy..
coz..
i havent too..
haha!

2009-03-14T20:12:00.005+08:00

hey heys!!

2dae went to mendaki as usual...
ferst one there smmre..
haixx..
den after tt went to pulau ubin!
haha!!!

the trip there was kinda tirin..
i gt sea sick..
omg...
felt lyke throwin up inside the boat...

went araound the place...
walk here..
walk there...
walk everiwere...
nth special happened..
juz normal outin..
but had fun!!

WELCOME TO PULAU UBIN!!!

nice view frm pulau ubin...

2009-03-10T19:53:00.002+08:00

hey heys!!

sorii didn update last few daes..
been effing bz...

niwaez...
todae..
at skewl!
haha!!
funni thing happen..
my group was supposed to present a skit bot 'whos ur neighbor'
tellu wat happen..

athirah: angmoh
pravesh: indian guy hu sleep outside on sundae
me: chinese person hu dunno hw to myob:P
mas and wanbao: husband and wife hu help at the scene

athirah bz waterin the plants..
puts dwn the waterin can..
accidentally kicked the thing and water spilled on pravesh leg..
he sleppin outside the hse fer reasons being tt the weather was hot,,=.=''
quarrel quarrel..
i cm..
ask wt happen..
pick sides..
den..
mas and wb cm..
ask to sit dwn on the floor..
sit dwn..
eat...
drink..
i sing...
"the more we get together"
pravesh continue..
"together,together!"
everibodi join in!!
hahaah!!!!!

funni ryte??
if u were there den u noe if its funni or nt..
hahahaa!!!!!

2009-03-07T14:43:00.002+08:00

hey heys!!

tdae went fer mendaki.. lyke usual..
waited fer awhile then went inside the skewl..

when i was inside..
OMG!!!
followed by a dog tt was frm outside tt went inside!!!
argh!!!
wanted to run!!
bt couldnt coz if i run..
the dog will run after me too!!!
ARGH!!!
then quickly ran to one of my fren nearby!
he was walkin so fast bcoz of the stupid dog!
haha!!!
then..
we were at the concourse..
then i heard athirah..
she sae:
*kene kejah anjing amelina??*
haha!
it means..
*u gt chased by a dog amelina?*
haha!
funni funni..

camp stuffs were going arnd the skewl..
soo...
the mendaki classes were transferred to the third floor..
wah!!!
so tiring sia..

the maths teacher didn come...
so sm teacher came..
dunno hu tt person is..
haha..
veri funni tt guy..

then went home..
saw pravesh while goin out..
he said his usual "hi" to me..
his so called...
g***u..
haha!!
if anibodi noes wt is it..
please feel free not to tell...

kk...
gtg..
bye!!

2009-03-06T14:55:00.002+08:00

omg...

2dae felt lyke a complete 'slap' to my face..
i relii cnt take it..
i dn wan to hear about i animore!!
urgh!!!!

angry for no reason..
didn noe y..

wt if the other person was at fault?
and nt us??
wt u gonna do?
cry and beg?
ass lah!

**************************************

fuck u sial...
i damn fucking hate u!

u stupid son of a bitch!!!!

**************************************

sorii...
gt loads on my mind ryte nw..
and to tt person..
u stupid cheap slut!
u hear one person's complement and u go crazy over tt smone..
fuck u la ass...

im juz sick and tired of ur stupid face!
urgh!!!!
and tt stupid fucking smile u always give me..
SLUT!!!

2009-03-05T15:27:00.003+08:00

HEY HEYS!!

OMG!!
YESTERDAE!!
4gt to post..
so shall start wif yesterdae/....

YESTERDAE

todae is faz b'dae!
HAPPY BDAE DARLZ!!!

sori didn get to wish on the specific date:P
the present i gave u..
i relii relii hoped u like it..
i wished i could get u more thn tt..
bt..
tt was all i could afford..
hehes...
P.S
i used my own money!
haha!!
planned to bouy ur bdae present!
i relii hoped u didn xpect anitiink fr me!
haha!

u were hapii todae..
and t was all i wanted to see!!
and please3 don be lyke me..
cry durin bdae..
hahas...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FAZ!!!!!

TODAE

Went to school quite late todae..
but heck..
not late!
haha!

nth happen..
juz a typical BORING thursdae..

POA..
omg..
i hate it sia..
boring!!

shiverin inside the commerce room lyke nomal...
juz onli recover and here it comes again!
haha!!!

yay!!
i passed the POA test!!!
nt wif flyin colours..
bt atleast i passed!!
haha!!1
YAYAYAYAYAYAYA!!!

kk..
gtg!
bye!

2009-03-03T20:17:00.002+08:00

hey heys!

tml is faz b'dae..
wt to do wt to do..

dn hve anitink liao..
wt to do tml..
help!!

todae at class..
NO P.E!!!!
yay!!!!
the teachers went to the sec two camp thingy..
yay!!!

during SS...
omg....
pravesh asked me one stupid disgusting question ever!!
let me tell u wat happen..

miss chong : so tts y s'pore wan manii babies now..

(Pravesh look at me)

Pravesh: So wat.. u wan make babies now??

Me: SialaH!! **** sial u!!!

(starts beating him up )

HAHA!!
if anione asks u to make babies now..
wt wuld u sae????
HAHA!!
disgusting Pravesh...

niwaez..
bye!

2009-03-02T21:45:00.002+08:00

hey..

todae didn go skewl!!
haha!
sick liao...
so hapii..
dunno y..

kinda borin here at home..
nth to do..
haixx..

wanderin wt u all did at skewl!
haha!!

nth much happened todae..
bored bored bored...

nth much to sae..

BYE!!

2009-02-27T20:35:00.002+08:00

hey heys!!

urgh.. tired liao...

juz onli came bck frm cross country..
ok lah..
i expected the distance to be longer..
bt..
smhw..
it was shorter!
haha!!
quite fun arhs..
went bck hm wif FAZ...

went straight to Mc after tt!!
fcukin hungry sial!!
haha!!
ouh yeah..
i dn think my shoe survived..
it has a hole on it!!
hahahahahaha!!!!

haixx...
tml gt mendaki..
dunno if wan to go..
tired sia..
even when i'm writing tis..
my eyelids are soooooo heavy..

yawns......

kk..
wan go sleep!!!
haha!!

GOODNYTE EVERYONE!!!!

2009-02-26T18:31:00.005+08:00

heYs!!

Im totally In LOVE wif AVRIL right nw!!
her songs ttlly have rightful meanings!!!
hahax!!!

sorii if keep changin songs..
bt hu cares??
haha!!!

niwaez...
URGH!!!
tml cross country!!!
NOOOO!!!!!!!

ttlly hate it hate it hate it!!
admiralty park..
u noe where??
i dunno!
:P
hw to go??

todae..
bored!
fell asleep in class alot of tymes todae..
juz hate thursdaes..
y??
bcoz theres three stupid maths subject in one stinkin dae!!
hw much cn a girl ask for?? tell me??
'a' maths, 'e' maths AND POA at the same dae..
cn smone die lyke tt??
haixx...
wt to do..
wt to do...
...............

2009-02-24T17:48:00.002+08:00

sorii...
didn manage to blog yesterdae..
relii wanted too!!!
arh!!
niwaez..
i'll start wif yesterdae...

YESTERDAE...

well.. it was juz an ordinary dae..
Faz nvr cm..
haixx..
so sad..
bored bored..

durin 'a' maths..
mr gregory(or hw u spell it) took over !!
yaay!!!

CDP!!
haha!!!!
funniest thing happen!!!!!
HAHAHAHAHAH!!!!!!
i made pravesh wet his pants!!!
hahahahahaah!!!!
kk..
let me tell u wat relii happen..

durin cdp..
we all gt nth to do..
pravesh was drinkin his water...
i..
gt nth to do..
soooo....
i keep on smackin his bottle!
denn...
after one tight smack on the bottle...
THE WATER LANDED ON THE "PART"!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahaha!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

TODAE

well...
todae is tuesdae..
hah...
PE...
haixx....

after tt will be my most most most hatred lesson....
POA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hate POA!!

after tt..
mt...
nth to do actually..
haha!!!
SULAIMI JATOH!!!!
HAHA!!!
MCM NANGKA BUSUK SIAL!!!!
HAHAHAAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

urgh...
Combined hum..
hates..

after tt...
POA AGAIN!!!
ARGH!!!!!!!!!
hate it hate it hate it!!

test test test!!
tml test..
'e' maths ppl!!
study hard girlz and guyz of 3A1!!

2009-02-21T12:10:00.003+08:00

todae is flag day fer sm of the skewls..

went wif athirah, masturah, azura, rozanna, asyraf, danish, jinhui and hizrian..
was a blast!!
haha!!
so manii ppl..

ferst.. went to 200+..
then go chongpang..
then go interchange..
then go 200+ again!!

haha!!
crazii ryte??
tired tired..

kk..
byes!!!

2009-02-20T13:55:00.005+08:00

i dn relii have any mood todae..
y did it happen in the ferst place....
y did i have to confess??....
y am i doin tis to myself..

the pain tt seeps through me..
juz have had to happen onli after a few mins....

i fought bck the tears tt were goin to spill..
i heard wt u have to sae..
i heard wt others wuld think of me..
i also heard tt u cared for me.. and didn want me to get hurt..

then y am i cryin nw...
y muz i feel the pain nw..
y didn i cry infront of u..

as u said..
'its better if we juz stay friends'...
the words will always be there..
scarred in my onli heart..
nt goin away..
stuck in my onli brain..
dn want to get out frm the other end of the ears..

the onli thing tt ur scared about is tt ur afraid u'll hurt my feelins..
u have frens hu ur afraid i'll get influenced..
u will have a feelin tt ur treatin me badly..
juz lyke wt the others in the past did to me..
u juz didn have tt heart of hurtin my feelins..
bt..
i relii didn mind..

ur afraid tt ur nt ready for tis yet..
ur afraid tt u will do the same thing as wt he did to me b4..

im nt goin to lie..
bt..
i think ure rite..

maybe we sholud stay forever friends...
maybe we shouldnt have tt same feelins for one another..
maybe u think i'm juz nt tt person ur lookin for..
maybe u werent the same person i was waitin for..

i guess we shuld juz forever stay frenz..
get to noe the outside world..
and juz try to ignore the things of sth personal..
and juz get on wif our lovely lives............

im just contented seein u a far...
it troubles me when i see u with another girl..
im juz pretending that im ok...
but who i am to force you to love me...
im onli a girl....

::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::

we cry when our hearts culdn't hide the pain animre...
crying is nt a weakness..
it actually heals the wound tt laughter
CANNOT cure......

i chose to love u in silence..
for in silence i find no REJECTION....

you were a special part of me tt i will nvr 4gt..
a part tt broke my heart ; but tt i dont regret..
u gave me some memories tt i will always keep in MY HEART...

EVERYONE WANTS HAPPINESS WIFOUT ANY
PAIN.....
BUT...
U CAN'T HAVE RAINBOW WIFOUT A LITTLE RAIN........

deep in my heart...
im sufferin knowin i will nvr have u..
on the outside.....
I'm livin,....
pretendin tt i've forgotten u..

2009-02-19T16:05:00.008+08:00

2 A.M. and the rain is falling
Here we are at the crossroads once again
You're tellin me you're so confused
You can't make up your mind
Is this meant to be
You're asking me
But only love can say -- try again or walk away
But I believe for you and me
The sun will shine one day
So I'll just play my part
And pray you'll have a change of heart
But I can't make you see it through
That's something only love can do
In your arms as the dawn is breaking
Face to face and a thousand miles apart
I've tried my best to make you see
There's hope beyond the painIf we give enough -- if we learn to trust

I know if I could find the words
To touch you deep insideYou'd give our dream just one more chance
Don't let this be our last
good-bye

only love: trademark

dear________,

u r nt the onli one hu's tired..
I am tired of pretending all the time..

i told u..
i tried to forget..
bt i still couldnt..
i had a vision tt u two were goin to be together..
bt my stupid mouth juz has to be opened at the wrong tyme..

im sorii...
im sorii if u feel so pissed off wif me..
look at 2dae..
wasn he lyke..
*cheerful*
in a way i may see..
u think were awkward..
bt..
u may nt noe the whole story..
u may noe the 'movie'..
bt nt wt happens 'behind the scenes'..

i hope u dn bear grudges wif me..
i juz hope tt i will be courages enough to *break the silence*
if no..
lets just **act as if nth happened**
................

deepest apologies and love...
ur darling maknae...*magnae*

2009-02-18T14:42:00.002+08:00

Dear_______,

there seems to be sth rong 2dae..
wt did i do wrong to make me feel tis bad?
u were always so childish..
bt 2dae..
u seem so serious..
i blushed for one moment..yeah..
bt tt doesn make any sense..
at all..

i mean..
i noe ur nt ready..
bt cmon..
treat me lyke hw u use to treat me..
nt like a pariah..
i noe its nt noticeable..
bt u kinda hurt my feelings..

wtever the reason is..
i forgive u..
bcoz..
im kinda gd at keepin emotions to myself..
so..
yeah..

bt tml..
try to show me the way u use to be..
like hw u normally act infront of me..
k?

urs truly,
ur fren,
amelina...

2009-02-17T15:55:00.002+08:00

Heyheys..

im kinda having the thousand mile stare..
let me recover..

ok..

omg...
my heart is beating like a thousand drums!
i can't believe wt happened to dae..
ARHS!!!

the days will pass awkwardly!
ARH!!!

Relax...
Relax..

Haixx..
I seriously dunno wt to sae sia..
I feel lyke cryin for god noes wt...

trying to 4get it..
bt can't..
try to remember it..
*shivers*
HELP!!!!!

2009-02-16T17:32:00.002+08:00

Dear _________,

I'm sorri if wat i did to u was wrong..
My reason was just just so stupid..
I shouldn have told u wt happend..

Nw i regret havin saed tt..
wuld u have the guts to tell me tt its ok?
even when i noe tt ur sufferin inside..
I cant do wt u did...
im a coward..
if u could juz help me sae tt to him....
tell him..
help me tell it to him..

tots ond loves :
ur darling Magnae...

2009-02-13T21:45:00.001+08:00

hey theres bloggy....

no mood fer blogging todae..

sth juz happened tt i cnt believe...

haixx...
nvmm..
hopefully will get through it soon..

gd nite

2009-02-11T18:19:00.003+08:00

The morning sun...

todae is wednesdae..
go to skewl late todae..
yes!!!
haha..
didn xpect anithin gd todae.
juz the normal average wednesdae..

went bck hm alone..
my seat mate was absent..
veri quiet liao..
hahax!
den tt danish go sit beside me!!
my eardrums were goin to burst!!!
ARHS!!!!

Ouh..
let me tell u sth..
i said to tis "persoN"

Me: eh.. tell me.. How do u spell "I-CUP"

Person: I-C-U-P

Me: When?

Person: wt when??

Me: When???

Person: *hands up in the air* wat when???!!!!!

Me: U tell me " I SEE YOU PEE"!! WHEN u c me pee??

Person: HAH???.......(5 sec)......... OUH!!!! I TOT WAT SIAL!!!!!!

BOTH: HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok... den i sae to tis one more "person"

Me: How do u spell "minutes" ??

Person:M-I-N-U-T-E-S

Me: correct.. ok.. How do u spell minutes in short form??

Person: M-I-N-S

Me: Yes..

Person: Wat yes??

Me: Yes u r...

Person: Wat am i??

Me: An ASS!!!

Person: WEN SIAL!!!!

Me: u spelled for me "M-I-N-S" if u spell properly wat does it sae???

Person: AM I AN ASS!!!!!!

Me: YES U R!!!

(run away frm her)

so...
tts wt happened todae!!!
haha!!

giv u a clue...
next time ur teacher spells "M-I-N-S".....
sae yes..
if ur teacher ask wat???
sae nth!!!!
haha!!!!!!!!

BYE!!!!

2009-02-08T12:56:00.003+08:00

Hey HeyS!!

2dAe weNt to yishun park wif Faz..
fun siA!!!
hahax!!
first..
walk walk around and around..
second..
went to the gym..
then..
went to the swings!!!
haha!!
lyke small kids..
oyeah..
And faz fell down TWICE!!
haha!!
so bad ryte?
lol..

2dae goin ahma hse..
den..
dunno go where..

I M Y!!!!!!
arhs!!!!!
wat to do...
haixx....
didn even get to wish him....
haix...

2009-02-05T17:49:00.002+08:00

HeyhEys!!!

Sorry didn blog fer awhile..
the comp broke down!!
urgghs...

niwaez..
todae..
POA test!!
ARGH!!
study book bt nvr study notebk..
stupid!!!
haix..
surely fail..

The day before yesterdae was sumones bdae!!!
didn get to celebrate..
k.h..k.h..
(figure out hu)

all of the books are finished!!
YAY!!!
i gt lyke a few more people waitin in line..
haix..
study study study...
people..
dn u get stress??

2009-01-29T18:31:00.002+08:00

Heyheys!!

Todae..
gt maths test..
tml oso gt maths test..
nxt week gt test.
test test test!!!
argh!!!
sick and tired of tests...
haixx....

aniwaez..
todae..
im happy!!
and i dunno y..

todae..
last period POA..
happy bout POA todae coz..
he didn teach us anitink..
juz do corrections and discus alil bit bout the new worksheet he gave us..

juz finished doing homework..
i have nth more to do..
so blog lah..
haixx..
english holiday assignment deadline tomorrow..
kk..
tts all..

BYE!!!!!!!!!

**Anyong!!!!***

2009-01-28T21:40:00.002+08:00

Heyheys!!

2dae..
bored!!!
nth to do at skewl..
except sleep..
which ofcourse i did not do...

omg..
todae..
suffer2!!
stomach cramp!!
arh..
its a good thing it happened in the last two periods of skewl..
almost broke tt damn pencil in half!!
arh!!!

todae..
cuz came by..
do her project thingy..

i m bored...
i gt nth to do..
cn u help me??
hahx..
i actually hpe tt u guyz are havin fun..
dnt suffer lyke me...
or nt..
u will see wat happens when..
BOREDOM STRIKES!!!!

finished readin breaking dawn..
bt..
crazily wants to read tt book AGAIN!!!
am i crazy u ask??
yes i am..
Watchin twilight nw..
currently waitin fer sis to come bck
frm work..
i think this is lyke the urm..
5..6..10th tyme i watched it??
i dunno..
i lost count..
nvm..

kk..
tts it..
all i have to sae.
BE CAREFUL TO NOT LET BOREDOM STRIKE!!!
hahax..
BYE~~~!!!

2009-01-25T11:18:00.003+08:00

Hey Heys!
See the converse shoe??
Its exactly like Mine!!
yeah!!
except tt mine has a few design on it..
hu cares??
haha!!!

Mummie and sis comin home todae..
hope they buy sth for me..
anitink as long as its nt pink!
haha!
dnt noe y i really hate tt colour..
my frends like pink bt i so hate it..

Homework is piling up..
really hate it sia...
haixx...
nvm..

todae nth to do and nt going aniwhere.
daddie at hm wif me alone..
New Moon and Eclipse i finished reading!!
YAY!!
currently readin Breaking Dawn!!
ah..
the last book..
if i finish reading this one..
im going to read New Moon all over again!!
and then Eclipse and then Breaking Dawn again!!
New Moon is gonna come out in November..
I seriously cant wait tt long!!
arhs!!
let me show u guys one pic i saw at some website..

Its not the real poster but it looks so real ryte???
tag me on hw u think it looks!!

2009-01-24T14:05:00.001+08:00

Heyheys!!!

Todae went to skewl as usual..

mendaki..
niwaez..
test test.. haix..
scared fail sia...
nth to do todae..

mummie and sis go KL..
wifout me..
*sobs*..

kk.

alot of hw to do..

bye!

2009-01-23T13:38:00.003+08:00

Hey Heys!!

yupyup..
those are my books!!
didn wan to buy twilight coz seen the movie..
waste if i bought the book..

niwaez..
todae.. at skewl..
only 5 periods of studies!!
YES!!
Oyeah..
made the font bigger
coz 'anna' sae hard to read..
haha..

THANK U MRS HO!!!

fer the delicious Toblerones!!

Concert todae..
was kinda fun..
aniwaez.
wishing all people ...

Happy Chinese New Year!!!!
Hope You Guys Have Fun!!!

tts all....
kk..
bye!!

2009-01-21T19:40:00.002+08:00

HEYHEYS!!!

todae..

boredbored!!!!!!!!!!

came to skewl late tode...

as in nt late coming bt skewl starts late:P

haha.

im bored..

nth to do..

luckily hw finished...

no more excuses:P

nth to do todae..

havin a lil cold..

bt tml go skewl..

haixx..

alamak!!

tml..

POA!!!

diedie!!!

hw is done.

nvm.

anione noes whens the test:P??

im lost rite nw..

nt sure which one is which..

as do everidae..

danish was irritating lyke hell!!!

cnt stp disturbin me...

ouh yeah..

went to chem lab todae..

made crystals..

scared sia..

the thing was hothothot!!!

bored larhs..

SHIOL!!!

haha!!

pravesh trademark..

eat burger todae..

make tt everidae..

kk larhs..

gtg..

bye!!!

2009-01-16T18:36:00.002+08:00

heyheyS!!!

2dae..

'E' maths!!!!

ARH!!!

diedie!!

ouh and Pravesh wif his ' SHIOL"

hahax!!

nth to do 2dae..

Sunhee nvr cm..

so sad..

haixx..

bored bored..

latr.. went out mif mummie!!

go sembawang..

go nortpoint after that and went to the new one..

saw this converse shop...

Bought new Sneakers!!!

yay!!!!

its greyish black..

okok lah..

69.90!!'

expensive2!!

bought it wif own money summore..

bt..

daddie paying bck!!

muahaha!!!!

kksss..

gtg!!

tml mendaki.. first dae..

wonder hw its gonna be..

BYE!!

2009-01-14T15:34:00.002+08:00

hEy hEys~~

2dae at class...

cn laugh lyke hell!!

hahax!!

Pravesh.. dn be so bad to me lar sei..

i noe u tall ...

ARHSS!!!

GROWGROWGROW!!!

haixx....

oyeah..

and tt story u told me tt girl..

omg!!

still haven finish the story taus!!

haha!!

cnt wait to find out wts next!! *winks*

haha...

niwaez..

as per normal..

skewl..

cn sleep the whole dae!!

quite bored..

bt fun bcoz of the two boys hu r infront and beside me:P

u veri STM...

only one hour can 4get.. alamak!!

haha!!

nvm..

tml continues kay??

walked hm wif faz..

as do everidae..

niwaezzz....

quite sad bout yesterdae..

uhoh!!

my mummy veri angry wif u!!

haha!!!!

regret wt u said...

nt juz to me bt to everione else u did..

liar!!

crazy of INSOMNIA!!

haha!!

loved...

alamak!

y did i stupidly brought book 1!!

nw im in trouble..

nvm..

cant wait for english test results!!

hope i passed!!

legs aching frm running yesterdae..

my nail..

walau..

can die frm seeing sia...

socks are fillled wif blood..

eeewwww!!!

haha!!

limping...

nvm..

nt so obvious..den ok...

u guys are so disgusting..

even when theres a girl!!!!

OMG!!

kks...

gtg!!

do homework!!

byebye!!

2009-01-12T15:45:00.002+08:00

hey heys!!

2dae..

nth much happen at skewl..

kinda bored..

niwaez..

english hw!!

arhhss!!!!

hw cn i 4gt!!

die2..

rozanna..

read my book..

i didn even read it.. hahax!!

feel lyke crying yesterdae...

daddy sae muz wait for awhile until i get my DS lite..

haixx...

my watch..

eee!!!!

y muz it be pink!!

cmon lah..

im nt a pink girl sia..

nvm..

still cn use..

i dn care..

kks..

gtg!!

do my hw..

BYEZ!!

2009-01-10T12:33:00.002+08:00

YAY!!!!

gt the "New Moon" book and the "Eclipse" book!!!

new moon..

finishing....

can't wait to read eclipse!!

woo!!

tml..

going out wif parents..

buy my watch and my new DS Lite!!

wat colour to buy??

give me a tag on wat colour i shuld buy..

thnx!!

2009-01-09T20:43:00.001+08:00

Hey heys!

.. at GG..

neezam and sulaimi..

cracks me up!!

hahax!!

painting2..

mine sux..

so much..

niwaezz....

gt gd news!!!

yay!!!

veri happy!!!!!

luv u mummy!!!!

......

nt gonna buy psp....

.sobs.

bt..

buying nintendo DS lite!!!

WWWOOOOOOTTTSSS!!!!!!

so happy...

the money is inside!

kk..

gtg people..

homework2...

haixx...

Bye!

2009-01-05T19:24:00.001+08:00

hey heys!!

2dae..

skewl skewl..

4gt to bring homework!!

ARHS!!

niwaez..

2dae gt homework..

'A' maths..

wah..

cn die sia..

so hard!!

mt was fun!!

the rest of the dae was as per normal..

kks..
bye!

lazy!

2009-01-04T14:14:00.001+08:00

Hey!!

Yesterdae went shop to buy black hair dye..

haha!

latelate..

i noe...

niwaez..

2dae need to go out at 4..

for the collection..

haixx...

kks..

lazy arhs..

nth much more..

bye!!

2009-01-02T16:01:00.002+08:00

Happy Belated Birthdae Mommy!!!!

::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::

Yesterdae was also mommy's bdae!!

Todae was the first dae of skewl..

Kinda weird seeing the boys wearing long pants..

haha!!

Bad ryte??

First dae of skewl gt CCA!!

arhs!!

Class was soooo small..

almost a quarter of the A2 and A3 class..

nxt week or maybe latr four foreign students comink...

must welcome them..

u all so bad sia..

in the end i ended up wif 'sumone'

hmphs...

nvm..

omg..

so stressed after hearing all the lecture frm teachers..

so wt sia...

haixx...

bored2..

klarhs..

BYE!!

2009-01-02T15:45:00.003+08:00

Happy Belated Birthdae Sungmin!

::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::

People..

yesterdae was sungmin's bdae!!

yay!!!

nt sure hw old is he..

lol..

2008-12-31T16:30:00.002+08:00

Hey heys!
bored todae..
do this quiz frm anna's blog..
gt chosen.

TEN ARE YOUS
1.Are you single? : Yes..
2.Are you happy? : a little bit..
3.Are you bored? : VERRRYYYY!!!!
4.Are you fair? : I have untoned skin..
5.Are you Italian? : ofcourse not
6.Are you intelligent? : in what way??
7.Are you honest? : Nobody is.
8.Are you nice? : depends
9.Are you Irish? : nopez
10.Are you Asian? : Duh??

TEN FACTS
1.Full name : Nur Amelina Binte Abdul Aziz
2.Nicknames : Lina, Adik, Mokmok, Alin, Melin, Fishy(personal):P
3.Birthplace: Singapore.. KKH..
4.Hair colour : Black and brown
5.Natural hairstyle : curly??
6.Eye colour : Black
7.Birthday : 22nd August
8.Mood : Bored..
9.Favourite colours : Red,Black,Blue and White..
10.One place you'd like to visit : Seoul!!

TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE
1.Have you ever been in love : mmmm... yes??
2.Do you believe in love at first sight? : NO
3.Do you currently have a crush? : NNooo...
4.Have you ever been hurt emotionally? : No
5.Have you ever broken someone's heart? : depends..
6.Have you ever had your heart broken? : No
7.Have you ever liked someone but never told them? : yes
8.Are you afraid of commitment? : Depends..
9.Who was the last person you hugged? : my mummy
10.Who was the last person you said I love you to? : my mummy

TEN THIS OR THAT
1.Love or Lust? : Love
2.Hard liquor or beer? : Coca-cola
3.Cats or Dogs? : Hamster
4.A few best friends or any regular friends? : A few best friends
5.Creamy or Crunchy? : Crunchy
6.Pencil or Pen? : Pen
7.Wildnight out or Romantic night in? : Romantic night in..
8.Money or Happiness? : Both
9.Night or Day? : Night
10.IM or Phone? : Phone

TEN HAVE YOU EVER
1.Been caught sneaking out? : No
2.Seen a polar bear? : Everyday
3.Done something you regret? : Yes
4.Bunjee jumped? : no
5.Eaten food that fell on the floor? : At home..yes..
6.Finished an entire jawbreaker? : Noo
7.Been caught naked? : Yes
8.Wanted an ex bf/gf back? : never had one
9.Cried because you lost a pet? : no
10.Wanted to disappear? : Yes..

TEN PREFERENCES IN A PARTNER
1.Smile or Eyes? : both
2.Light or Dark hair? : Dark
3.Hugs or Kissses? : dunno
4.Shorter or Taller? : Taller
5.Intelligence or Attraction? : both
6.Topman or Zara? : Topman
7.Funny or Serious? : both
8.Older or Younger? : Older
9.Outgoing or Quiet? : Outgoing
10.Sweet or Bad? : Sweet

TEN HAVE YOUS
1.Ever performed infront of a large crowd? : yes
2.Ever talked on the phone for longer than an hour? : no
3.Ever tried walking on your hands? : No.. tts stupid..
4.Ever been to a rock concert? : No
5.Ever been on a cheerleading team? : Yes
6.Ever been on a dance team? : Yes
7.Ever been on a sports team? : Yes..
8.Ever been in a drama play/production? : Yes
9.Ever owned a BMW,Mercedes benz, Esclade,Hummer or Bently? : Does a toy car count?
10.Ever been in a rap video? : no

TEN.....LASTS
1.Last phone call you made? : Sister
2.Last person you hugged? : my mummy
3.Last person you hung out with : Friends
4.Last time you worked?: Never did
5.Last person you talked to? : Sister
6.Last person you IM'd? : Sister
7.Last person you texted? : Sister
8.Last person(s) you went to the movies with? : Rozanna
9.Last person/thing you missed? : Kim-SunHee( U noe hu u r..)
10.Last website visited? : Youtube

NAME PEOPLE TO DO
1.Faz
2.Anna
3.Fizza
4.Prateba
5.Anyone who wants to do it..

2008-12-30T21:30:00.001+08:00

yay!!

the new specs are here!!

will be wearing them for nxt year!

nw juz beggin mum to buy for me tt black dye for my fringe!

scared gt caught lah!!

2008-12-29T11:42:00.003+08:00

sorry people..

bz lately..

dn have tyme to update..

lazy!

haha!!

niwaez..

nth much happened..

todae went out..

saw my pri sch fren..

she changed alot..

yesterdae..

went to malaysia..

bought this bag for 33 ringgit..

the original price was 39 bt we sort of bargained wif the sales person and gt it fr 33!!

cheap ryte?

went hm..

the immigration centre was jammed!! arh!!!

summore when we wanted to go through the passports thingy..the person at the desk keeps callin for help bcoz sum people can't go through..

we ended up comin bck hm at 12a.m...

so tired!!

YAY!!

made new glasses!!

will be ready either todae or tml!!

can't wait..

been wearing these glasses for almost three years!!

waitin for call..

oyeah..

THE LETTER IS FINALLY HERE!!!!

gettin it on the 4th of jan..

gettin new PSP!!!

woots!!!!

arh!!

damn this f*****g phone..

dropped it yesterdae and ended up swearing to it..

temporarily using mummy's phone!!

so u cn still sms me..

klarhs.. tts all...

will update sooner or later..