i have to get tis off my chest..
its been bothering me for awhile..
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if sorii can make up all mistakes..
then y is there a need for laws..rules.. friends?
y iz it tt tis happens to me..
most of the tyme.....
y is there a need for me?..
if u have smbdy else tt cn be juz lyke me...
smone new.. lyke ur new friends?
smtymes..
when i walk wif u..
u dont noe..
but..
i feel left out..
u tok bout things tt i dont even noe about..
i pretend to understand..
coz..
i relii didn want to hurt ur feelings..
u dnt noe..
but..
i cry every night juz thinking bout wat will happen in the future..
i hve a feel of loneliness everytyme..
i dnt even noe wt to sae to u animore..
usually when we meet..
or walk together..
we wuld make a fuss out od things..
nw..
its juz..
blank..
its juz tt we haven found sm things in common animore..
im sorii that u have to see tis..
its juz been a bother to me..
im juz..
confused at the moment to comply all of tis and to save it in my head..
it juz hurts juz to think abt it..
i noe tt u will..u will hve to noe tis..
i hve to sae tis..
bt..
cn u see tis has been goin arnd quite long?
or was it tt u were juz to bz?..
or iz it juz tt u found tt hangin arnd a person lyke me..
is juz an embarresment to u..?
u noe..
u cn sae tis to me..
face to face..
juz noe tt i will be right behind u..
my rightful place..
i will be there when u fall..
bt..
must i be there when the incident happens?..
u pick..
tell me..
juz noe..
tt i will be there fer u..
juz nt at the side..
where its reserved for smone new..
lyke u saed..
*washing my hands*..
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-Gummy-Bear-Lurvs-Him @ 8:27 PM
