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hey heys!
2dae was so called my best dae..
haixx...
bt onli for a few hours..
then came the sexuality education talk!!
arh!
disgusting..
bt..
i AM mature enough nt to act out the things..
mind u..
hahax..
omg..
2dae was such a f*****g tired dae..
went hm..
straightaway go out wif sis to pay the bills..
im nt sure wt my phone bill was..
hahax!
i didn even managed to look at it..
hah!
niwaez... todae was an OK dae for me..
like FINALLY!!!
my IC!!
YES!!!
WOO!!!
haha!
gaing crazy over my IC..
hahax!
kk,,
nth much animore to sae..
toodles!!
-Gummy-Bear-Lurvs-Him @ 4:39 PM
hey heys...
didn go skewl 2dae..
bcoz of supid leg..
urghs.
pain pain pain....
hahax..
nth to do..
xcept stay at hm..
do nth..
wonderin wt dey doin at class..
hahax!
lucky didn cm todae..
gt poa..a maths and e maths!
haha!
-Gummy-Bear-Lurvs-Him @ 10:52 AM
i have to get tis off my chest..
its been bothering me for awhile..
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if sorii can make up all mistakes..
then y is there a need for laws..rules.. friends?
y iz it tt tis happens to me..
most of the tyme.....
y is there a need for me?..
if u have smbdy else tt cn be juz lyke me...
smone new.. lyke ur new friends?
smtymes..
when i walk wif u..
u dont noe..
but..
i feel left out..
u tok bout things tt i dont even noe about..
i pretend to understand..
coz..
i relii didn want to hurt ur feelings..
u dnt noe..
but..
i cry every night juz thinking bout wat will happen in the future..
i hve a feel of loneliness everytyme..
i dnt even noe wt to sae to u animore..
usually when we meet..
or walk together..
we wuld make a fuss out od things..
nw..
its juz..
blank..
its juz tt we haven found sm things in common animore..
im sorii that u have to see tis..
its juz been a bother to me..
im juz..
confused at the moment to comply all of tis and to save it in my head..
it juz hurts juz to think abt it..
i noe tt u will..u will hve to noe tis..
i hve to sae tis..
bt..
cn u see tis has been goin arnd quite long?
or was it tt u were juz to bz?..
or iz it juz tt u found tt hangin arnd a person lyke me..
is juz an embarresment to u..?
u noe..
u cn sae tis to me..
face to face..
juz noe tt i will be right behind u..
my rightful place..
i will be there when u fall..
bt..
must i be there when the incident happens?..
u pick..
tell me..
juz noe..
tt i will be there fer u..
juz nt at the side..
where its reserved for smone new..
lyke u saed..
*washing my hands*..
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-Gummy-Bear-Lurvs-Him @ 8:27 PM
hey there....
sorii..
was nt myself juz nw..
niwaez..
lets go on wif lyfe..
2dae is pravesh birthdae!!
happy 15th birthdae!!!!!
woke up quite early todae..
dunno y..
tired lurhs..
*yawns*....
tml start skewl..
omo!!
i haven sign the report slips yet...
nvm..
tml go parliament hse..
11.30 release..
gd gd...
2dae nt sure wt to do..
xcept fer the stupid ovrdue think-tac-toe!!!
urgh!!!
she promised us last week..
bt updated onli todae?
or was it yesterdae...
urgh!!!!!!
so pissed...
todae gt sth on at my ahma hse...
so..
maebe i goin out..
bt...
wt bout the freakin social studies assignment??
hmm..
juz bring it sudah...
haha!
if onli i wuld do it..
lolz./
tts all fer nw..
bye!!
-Gummy-Bear-Lurvs-Him @ 10:53 AM
F*** F*** F*** F*** !!!!
i am lyke..
so freakin pissed!!!
in the last few daes tt u cn update the stupid thing..
y nw???
THE LAST DAE OF THE HOLIDAE!!!!!!!!!!!!!
shit lah u asshole!!!!~
urgh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
-Gummy-Bear-Lurvs-Him @ 10:50 AM
dearest ________.......
cn u see tt wt we feared a few weeks ago is comin bck?
cn u see tt we ARE driftin apart?
can u c tt tis IS also my fault?
Im juz so sorii tt i haven been in contact wif u..
hve u read the book?
dn u cn understand..
wt im goin through lately..
and also..
sth unexpected happened on tuesdae afternoon...
u noe wt happened..
cn i make tis up?
u wanna go out?
maebe tis weekend or maebe tml?
or maebe sm othr tyme?
yeah u cn sae it..
i noe wt i am..
im juz a stupid selfish bitch..
hu is soo unaware of othrs arnd her..
tt cared for her..
and..
lastly..
i have to apologize for my behaviour last week fridae..
i was juz being a stupid bitch..
Urs TruLy...
ur STUPID SELFISH dongsaeng/magnae....
P.S...
hpe tt u will 4give me..
and..
hpe tt u msg me..
after u read tis...
-Gummy-Bear-Lurvs-Him @ 7:09 PM
hey heys!!
its been a few daes since updating..
niwaez..
2dae..
Axura and Roz came 2 my hse to do the history thingy..
or was it SS??
=.=?
i oso dunno..
hehex!
nth much happened these two daes..
juz a normal boring holidae..
spent at hm..
tml..
gt mendaki!
argh!!
seriosly dn wan go..
bt..
hve to..
no choice..
maths hw yet to be finished..
so is skewl holidae hw..
haha..
hve u guyz finish urs?
or even started it?
dn be shy..
coz..
i havent too..
haha!
-Gummy-Bear-Lurvs-Him @ 8:02 PM
hey heys!!
2dae went to mendaki as usual...
ferst one there smmre..
haixx..
den after tt went to pulau ubin!
haha!!!
the trip there was kinda tirin..
i gt sea sick..
omg...
felt lyke throwin up inside the boat...
went araound the place...
walk here..
walk there...
walk everiwere...
nth special happened..
juz normal outin..
but had fun!!
WELCOME TO PULAU UBIN!!!
nice view frm pulau ubin...
-Gummy-Bear-Lurvs-Him @ 8:12 PM
hey heys!!
sorii didn update last few daes..
been effing bz...
niwaez...
todae..
at skewl!
haha!!
funni thing happen..
my group was supposed to present a skit bot 'whos ur neighbor'
tellu wat happen..
athirah: angmoh
pravesh: indian guy hu sleep outside on sundae
me: chinese person hu dunno hw to myob:P
mas and wanbao: husband and wife hu help at the scene
athirah bz waterin the plants..
puts dwn the waterin can..
accidentally kicked the thing and water spilled on pravesh leg..
he sleppin outside the hse fer reasons being tt the weather was hot,,=.=''
quarrel quarrel..
i cm..
ask wt happen..
pick sides..
den..
mas and wb cm..
ask to sit dwn on the floor..
sit dwn..
eat...
drink..
i sing...
"the more we get together"
pravesh continue..
"together,together!"
everibodi join in!!
hahaah!!!!!
funni ryte??
if u were there den u noe if its funni or nt..
hahahaa!!!!!
-Gummy-Bear-Lurvs-Him @ 7:53 PM
hey heys!!
tdae went fer mendaki.. lyke usual..
waited fer awhile then went inside the skewl..
when i was inside..
OMG!!!
followed by a dog tt was frm outside tt went inside!!!
argh!!!
wanted to run!!
bt couldnt coz if i run..
the dog will run after me too!!!
ARGH!!!
then quickly ran to one of my fren nearby!
he was walkin so fast bcoz of the stupid dog!
haha!!!
then..
we were at the concourse..
then i heard athirah..
she sae:
*kene kejah anjing amelina??*
haha!
it means..
*u gt chased by a dog amelina?*
haha!
funni funni..
camp stuffs were going arnd the skewl..
soo...
the mendaki classes were transferred to the third floor..
wah!!!
so tiring sia..
the maths teacher didn come...
so sm teacher came..
dunno hu tt person is..
haha..
veri funni tt guy..
then went home..
saw pravesh while goin out..
he said his usual "hi" to me..
his so called...
g***u..
haha!!
if anibodi noes wt is it..
please feel free not to tell...
kk...
gtg..
bye!!
-Gummy-Bear-Lurvs-Him @ 2:43 PM
omg...
2dae felt lyke a complete 'slap' to my face..
i relii cnt take it..
i dn wan to hear about i animore!!
urgh!!!!
angry for no reason..
didn noe y..
wt if the other person was at fault?
and nt us??
wt u gonna do?
cry and beg?
ass lah!
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fuck u sial...
i damn fucking hate u!
u stupid son of a bitch!!!!
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sorii...
gt loads on my mind ryte nw..
and to tt person..
u stupid cheap slut!
u hear one person's complement and u go crazy over tt smone..
fuck u la ass...
im juz sick and tired of ur stupid face!
urgh!!!!
and tt stupid fucking smile u always give me..
SLUT!!!
-Gummy-Bear-Lurvs-Him @ 2:55 PM
HEY HEYS!!
OMG!!
YESTERDAE!!
4gt to post..
so shall start wif yesterdae/....
YESTERDAE
todae is faz b'dae!
HAPPY BDAE DARLZ!!!
sori didn get to wish on the specific date:P
the present i gave u..
i relii relii hoped u like it..
i wished i could get u more thn tt..
bt..
tt was all i could afford..
hehes...
P.S
i used my own money!
haha!!
planned to bouy ur bdae present!
i relii hoped u didn xpect anitiink fr me!
haha!
u were hapii todae..
and t was all i wanted to see!!
and please3 don be lyke me..
cry durin bdae..
hahas...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY FAZ!!!!!
TODAE
Went to school quite late todae..
but heck..
not late!
haha!
nth happen..
juz a typical BORING thursdae..
POA..
omg..
i hate it sia..
boring!!
shiverin inside the commerce room lyke nomal...
juz onli recover and here it comes again!
haha!!!
yay!!
i passed the POA test!!!
nt wif flyin colours..
bt atleast i passed!!
haha!!1
YAYAYAYAYAYAYA!!!
kk..
gtg!
bye!
-Gummy-Bear-Lurvs-Him @ 3:27 PM
hey heys!
tml is faz b'dae..
wt to do wt to do..
dn hve anitink liao..
wt to do tml..
help!!
todae at class..
NO P.E!!!!
yay!!!!
the teachers went to the sec two camp thingy..
yay!!!
during SS...
omg....
pravesh asked me one stupid disgusting question ever!!
let me tell u wat happen..
miss chong : so tts y s'pore wan manii babies now..
(Pravesh look at me)
Pravesh: So wat.. u wan make babies now??
Me: SialaH!! **** sial u!!!
(starts beating him up )
HAHA!!
if anione asks u to make babies now..
wt wuld u sae????
HAHA!!
disgusting Pravesh...
niwaez..
bye!
-Gummy-Bear-Lurvs-Him @ 8:17 PM
hey..
todae didn go skewl!!
haha!
sick liao...
so hapii..
dunno y..
kinda borin here at home..
nth to do..
haixx..
wanderin wt u all did at skewl!
haha!!
nth much happened todae..
bored bored bored...
nth much to sae..
BYE!!
-Gummy-Bear-Lurvs-Him @ 9:45 PM