i dn relii have any mood todae..
y did it happen in the ferst place....
y did i have to confess??....
y am i doin tis to myself..
the pain tt seeps through me..
juz have had to happen onli after a few mins....
i fought bck the tears tt were goin to spill..
i heard wt u have to sae..
i heard wt others wuld think of me..
i also heard tt u cared for me.. and didn want me to get hurt..
then y am i cryin nw...
y muz i feel the pain nw..
y didn i cry infront of u..
as u said..
'its better if we juz stay friends'...
the words will always be there..
scarred in my onli heart..
nt goin away..
stuck in my onli brain..
dn want to get out frm the other end of the ears..
the onli thing tt ur scared about is tt ur afraid u'll hurt my feelins..
u have frens hu ur afraid i'll get influenced..
u will have a feelin tt ur treatin me badly..
juz lyke wt the others in the past did to me..
u juz didn have tt heart of hurtin my feelins..
bt..
i relii didn mind..
ur afraid tt ur nt ready for tis yet..
ur afraid tt u will do the same thing as wt he did to me b4..
im nt goin to lie..
bt..
i think ure rite..
maybe we sholud stay forever friends...
maybe we shouldnt have tt same feelins for one another..
maybe u think i'm juz nt tt person ur lookin for..
maybe u werent the same person i was waitin for..
i guess we shuld juz forever stay frenz..
get to noe the outside world..
and juz try to ignore the things of sth personal..
and juz get on wif our lovely lives............
im just contented seein u a far...
it troubles me when i see u with another girl..
im juz pretending that im ok...
but who i am to force you to love me...
im onli a girl....
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we cry when our hearts culdn't hide the pain animre...
crying is nt a weakness..
it actually heals the wound tt laughter
CANNOT cure......
i chose to love u in silence..
for in silence i find no REJECTION....
you were a special part of me tt i will nvr 4gt..
a part tt broke my heart ; but tt i dont regret..
u gave me some memories tt i will always keep in MY HEART...
EVERYONE WANTS HAPPINESS WIFOUT ANY
PAIN.....
BUT...
U CAN'T HAVE RAINBOW WIFOUT A LITTLE RAIN........
deep in my heart...
im sufferin knowin i will nvr have u..
on the outside.....
I'm livin,....
pretendin tt i've forgotten u..
-Gummy-Bear-Lurvs-Him @ 1:55 PM
