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hey heys!!
urgh.. tired liao...
juz onli came bck frm cross country..
ok lah..
i expected the distance to be longer..
bt..
smhw..
it was shorter!
haha!!
quite fun arhs..
went bck hm wif FAZ...
went straight to Mc after tt!!
fcukin hungry sial!!
haha!!
ouh yeah..
i dn think my shoe survived..
it has a hole on it!!
hahahahahaha!!!!
haixx...
tml gt mendaki..
dunno if wan to go..
tired sia..
even when i'm writing tis..
my eyelids are soooooo heavy..
yawns......
kk..
wan go sleep!!!
haha!!
GOODNYTE EVERYONE!!!!
-Gummy-Bear-Lurvs-Him @ 8:35 PM
heYs!!
Im totally In LOVE wif AVRIL right nw!!
her songs ttlly have rightful meanings!!!
hahax!!!
sorii if keep changin songs..
bt hu cares??
haha!!!
niwaez...
URGH!!!
tml cross country!!!
NOOOO!!!!!!!
ttlly hate it hate it hate it!!
admiralty park..
u noe where??
i dunno!
:P
hw to go??
todae..
bored!
fell asleep in class alot of tymes todae..
juz hate thursdaes..
y??
bcoz theres three stupid maths subject in one stinkin dae!!
hw much cn a girl ask for?? tell me??
'a' maths, 'e' maths AND POA at the same dae..
cn smone die lyke tt??
haixx...
wt to do..
wt to do...
...............
-Gummy-Bear-Lurvs-Him @ 6:31 PM
sorii...
didn manage to blog yesterdae..
relii wanted too!!!
arh!!
niwaez..
i'll start wif yesterdae...
YESTERDAE...
well.. it was juz an ordinary dae..
Faz nvr cm..
haixx..
so sad..
bored bored..
durin 'a' maths..
mr gregory(or hw u spell it) took over !!
yaay!!!
CDP!!
haha!!!!
funniest thing happen!!!!!
HAHAHAHAHAH!!!!!!
i made pravesh wet his pants!!!
hahahahahaah!!!!
kk..
let me tell u wat relii happen..
durin cdp..
we all gt nth to do..
pravesh was drinkin his water...
i..
gt nth to do..
soooo....
i keep on smackin his bottle!
denn...
after one tight smack on the bottle...
THE WATER LANDED ON THE "PART"!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahaha!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
TODAE
well...
todae is tuesdae..
hah...
PE...
haixx....
after tt will be my most most most hatred lesson....
POA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hate POA!!
after tt..
mt...
nth to do actually..
haha!!!
SULAIMI JATOH!!!!
HAHA!!!
MCM NANGKA BUSUK SIAL!!!!
HAHAHAAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
urgh...
Combined hum..
hates..
after tt...
POA AGAIN!!!
ARGH!!!!!!!!!
hate it hate it hate it!!
test test test!!
tml test..
'e' maths ppl!!
study hard girlz and guyz of 3A1!!
-Gummy-Bear-Lurvs-Him @ 5:48 PM
todae is flag day fer sm of the skewls..
went wif athirah, masturah, azura, rozanna, asyraf, danish, jinhui and hizrian..
was a blast!!
haha!!
so manii ppl..
ferst.. went to 200+..
then go chongpang..
then go interchange..
then go 200+ again!!
haha!!
crazii ryte??
tired tired..
kk..
byes!!!
-Gummy-Bear-Lurvs-Him @ 12:10 PM
i dn relii have any mood todae..
y did it happen in the ferst place....
y did i have to confess??....
y am i doin tis to myself..
the pain tt seeps through me..
juz have had to happen onli after a few mins....
i fought bck the tears tt were goin to spill..
i heard wt u have to sae..
i heard wt others wuld think of me..
i also heard tt u cared for me.. and didn want me to get hurt..
then y am i cryin nw...
y muz i feel the pain nw..
y didn i cry infront of u..
as u said..
'its better if we juz stay friends'...
the words will always be there..
scarred in my onli heart..
nt goin away..
stuck in my onli brain..
dn want to get out frm the other end of the ears..
the onli thing tt ur scared about is tt ur afraid u'll hurt my feelins..
u have frens hu ur afraid i'll get influenced..
u will have a feelin tt ur treatin me badly..
juz lyke wt the others in the past did to me..
u juz didn have tt heart of hurtin my feelins..
bt..
i relii didn mind..
ur afraid tt ur nt ready for tis yet..
ur afraid tt u will do the same thing as wt he did to me b4..
im nt goin to lie..
bt..
i think ure rite..
maybe we sholud stay forever friends...
maybe we shouldnt have tt same feelins for one another..
maybe u think i'm juz nt tt person ur lookin for..
maybe u werent the same person i was waitin for..
i guess we shuld juz forever stay frenz..
get to noe the outside world..
and juz try to ignore the things of sth personal..
and juz get on wif our lovely lives............
im just contented seein u a far...
it troubles me when i see u with another girl..
im juz pretending that im ok...
but who i am to force you to love me...
im onli a girl....
::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
we cry when our hearts culdn't hide the pain animre...
crying is nt a weakness..
it actually heals the wound tt laughter
CANNOT cure......
i chose to love u in silence..
for in silence i find no REJECTION....
you were a special part of me tt i will nvr 4gt..
a part tt broke my heart ; but tt i dont regret..
u gave me some memories tt i will always keep in MY HEART...
EVERYONE WANTS HAPPINESS WIFOUT ANY
PAIN.....
BUT...
U CAN'T HAVE RAINBOW WIFOUT A LITTLE RAIN........
deep in my heart...
im sufferin knowin i will nvr have u..
on the outside.....
I'm livin,....
pretendin tt i've forgotten u..
-Gummy-Bear-Lurvs-Him @ 1:55 PM
2 A.M. and the rain is falling
Here we are at the crossroads once again
You're tellin me you're so confused
You can't make up your mind
Is this meant to be
You're asking me
But only love can say -- try again or walk away
But I believe for you and me
The sun will shine one day
So I'll just play my part
And pray you'll have a change of heart
But I can't make you see it through
That's something only love can do
In your arms as the dawn is breaking
Face to face and a thousand miles apart
I've tried my best to make you see
There's hope beyond the painIf we give enough -- if we learn to trust
I know if I could find the words
To touch you deep insideYou'd give our dream just one more chance
Don't let this be our last
good-bye
only love: trademark
dear________,
u r nt the onli one hu's tired..
I am tired of pretending all the time..
i told u..
i tried to forget..
bt i still couldnt..
i had a vision tt u two were goin to be together..
bt my stupid mouth juz has to be opened at the wrong tyme..
im sorii...
im sorii if u feel so pissed off wif me..
look at 2dae..
wasn he lyke..
*cheerful*
in a way i may see..
u think were awkward..
bt..
u may nt noe the whole story..
u may noe the 'movie'..
bt nt wt happens 'behind the scenes'..
i hope u dn bear grudges wif me..
i juz hope tt i will be courages enough to *break the silence*
if no..
lets just **act as if nth happened**
................
deepest apologies and love...
ur darling maknae...*magnae*
-Gummy-Bear-Lurvs-Him @ 4:05 PM
Dear_______,
there seems to be sth rong 2dae..
wt did i do wrong to make me feel tis bad?
u were always so childish..
bt 2dae..
u seem so serious..
i blushed for one moment..yeah..
bt tt doesn make any sense..
at all..
i mean..
i noe ur nt ready..
bt cmon..
treat me lyke hw u use to treat me..
nt like a pariah..
i noe its nt noticeable..
bt u kinda hurt my feelings..
wtever the reason is..
i forgive u..
bcoz..
im kinda gd at keepin emotions to myself..
so..
yeah..
bt tml..
try to show me the way u use to be..
like hw u normally act infront of me..
k?
urs truly,
ur fren,
amelina...
-Gummy-Bear-Lurvs-Him @ 2:42 PM
Heyheys..
im kinda having the thousand mile stare..
let me recover..
ok..
omg...
my heart is beating like a thousand drums!
i can't believe wt happened to dae..
ARHS!!!
the days will pass awkwardly!
ARH!!!
Relax...
Relax..
Haixx..
I seriously dunno wt to sae sia..
I feel lyke cryin for god noes wt...
trying to 4get it..
bt can't..
try to remember it..
*shivers*
HELP!!!!!
-Gummy-Bear-Lurvs-Him @ 3:55 PM
Dear _________,
I'm sorri if wat i did to u was wrong..
My reason was just just so stupid..
I shouldn have told u wt happend..
Nw i regret havin saed tt..
wuld u have the guts to tell me tt its ok?
even when i noe tt ur sufferin inside..
I cant do wt u did...
im a coward..
if u could juz help me sae tt to him....
tell him..
help me tell it to him..
tots ond loves :
ur darling Magnae...
-Gummy-Bear-Lurvs-Him @ 5:32 PM
hey theres bloggy....
no mood fer blogging todae..
sth juz happened tt i cnt believe...
haixx...
nvmm..
hopefully will get through it soon..
gd nite
-Gummy-Bear-Lurvs-Him @ 9:45 PM
The morning sun...
todae is wednesdae..
go to skewl late todae..
yes!!!
haha..
didn xpect anithin gd todae.
juz the normal average wednesdae..
went bck hm alone..
my seat mate was absent..
veri quiet liao..
hahax!
den tt danish go sit beside me!!
my eardrums were goin to burst!!!
ARHS!!!!
Ouh..
let me tell u sth..
i said to tis "persoN"
Me: eh.. tell me.. How do u spell "I-CUP"
Person: I-C-U-P
Me: When?
Person: wt when??
Me: When???
Person: *hands up in the air* wat when???!!!!!
Me: U tell me " I SEE YOU PEE"!! WHEN u c me pee??
Person: HAH???.......(5 sec)......... OUH!!!! I TOT WAT SIAL!!!!!!
BOTH: HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ok... den i sae to tis one more "person"
Me: How do u spell "minutes" ??
Person:M-I-N-U-T-E-S
Me: correct.. ok.. How do u spell minutes in short form??
Person: M-I-N-S
Me: Yes..
Person: Wat yes??
Me: Yes u r...
Person: Wat am i??
Me: An ASS!!!
Person: WEN SIAL!!!!
Me: u spelled for me "M-I-N-S" if u spell properly wat does it sae???
Person: AM I AN ASS!!!!!!
Me: YES U R!!!
(run away frm her)
so...
tts wt happened todae!!!
haha!!
giv u a clue...
next time ur teacher spells "M-I-N-S".....
sae yes..
if ur teacher ask wat???
sae nth!!!!
haha!!!!!!!!
BYE!!!!
-Gummy-Bear-Lurvs-Him @ 6:19 PM
Hey HeyS!!
2dAe weNt to yishun park wif Faz..
fun siA!!!
hahax!!
first..
walk walk around and around..
second..
went to the gym..
then..
went to the swings!!!
haha!!
lyke small kids..
oyeah..
And faz fell down TWICE!!
haha!!
so bad ryte?
lol..
2dae goin ahma hse..
den..
dunno go where..
I M Y!!!!!!
arhs!!!!!
wat to do...
haixx....
didn even get to wish him....
haix...
-Gummy-Bear-Lurvs-Him @ 12:56 PM
HeyhEys!!!
Sorry didn blog fer awhile..
the comp broke down!!
urgghs...
niwaez..
todae..
POA test!!
ARGH!!
study book bt nvr study notebk..
stupid!!!
haix..
surely fail..
The day before yesterdae was sumones bdae!!!
didn get to celebrate..
k.h..k.h..
(figure out hu)
all of the books are finished!!
YAY!!!
i gt lyke a few more people waitin in line..
haix..
study study study...
people..
dn u get stress??
-Gummy-Bear-Lurvs-Him @ 5:49 PM